it's friday, raining outside. im wearing all black. im ready to nurul's. waiting for my limo to come, err not limo i mean vitara ;). i have nothing to do, and no one to talk to. my popa is on the phone, my moma watching her favo soap opera (shud i say soap opera or tell the truth?) well it's sinetron. my little ardhika having his yoyo confused, and my old satrio having his friday night out. so middle anggrya is all alone here with laptop and black top.
well-well, im continued typing now. yesterday when i typed for the last, grey vitara came and pick me up earlier so i couldnt finish my blog. and today's saturday. sleepy dopey ;( yesterday when this heart almost done for recovering itself, the wound just opened again. it was hurt, but i could handle it ... well :) and i accept the worst lot easier than i could ever imagine. lucky me, i have friend to lean on yesterday, thankyooo!! call me childish, call me melancholy, call me jealousy, i dont give hoot for your thoughts yay! i just try to shout out loud whats on my mind right now, and throw my bad thoughts here to refresh my brain and filling my brain with all the positive thoughts all around and fulfill my goals with that.
talking about goals. whats mine??? , all bellow are my March's Goals :
1. join yoga class (yes , i really mean it!) thanks for kayo who finally found my talent (now im bursting into brutally laugh)
2. i know it's impossible but nike says :impossible is nothing right? so i hope someone give me a coldplay ticket for free + flight ticket to singapore!!!!! i really wish to see martin, berryman, champion, buckland live and sing along with them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. more into postive thinker!
4. be a math guru, i really wish
5. be a master accountant
6. mastering things that only several of peop know and can and like, i also confuse for what i wrote, but i want to have one special ability that no one knows and no one can even imagine that ability is even exist.
7. SOLAT 5 TIMES A DAY!!!!!!! i know its the hardest part, i know i can!
8. exchange hat with mr.a-z, sounds lame but everyone must have their own lame-o dreams right? even it's "kiss robert patt",or anyother ladylike dreams ( fyi rob patt is only an example, i dont like him tho)
9. most of all i'd like to kill this selfish-monster-of-feeling , and kick it and put it into trash bin and give my heart freedom and so on.
what else? my brain can't work fast right now. this ear's listening to raindrops, and this eyes keep wacthing outside the window, rain is falling again, im happy again. right now, anger is not my nickname, hungrya it is. im craving for foods ;(
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