sniff sniff 2011

not a resolution, but a must: read more inspiring english novels. this one goes first after my mom doubting my english skill "gy kalo jadi ke nyiit emang kamu udah jago bahasa inggris? kan ntar gada guidenya bahkan, jangan nanya mulu ke anissa ya ntar" >:0 rudemomisrude. liat aja nanti, cari pacar sekalian disana, wek.

im a freemaaaaaaan

that's what exactly what i think just now. I think college is way more useful in any kind of way than hi school, but the euphoria, the fun hi school was RaWx, big time. college is useful because all the subjects are integrating, like that. like when i studied MPKT, it has connection to HUPEM(the basic of law subject), sociology, politic, or even the communication study itself. and it affect to the way i think, pretty much. in politic (which is USED to be the fml-est subject in 18 (goingon19)years of my life)i studied about the freedom of speech, its correlated to basic communication study and also basic law study. freedom of speech.which is now..........the word freedom itself aint that liberating much. some of my friends, inspired me to think about this. and also a chingu(not literaly, but you know, my personal unnie...not mine actually, she's a flame lol. so she's flames' unnie.) in her bio, she wrote: "I'm recently convinced that freedom of speech is no freedom at all." thats that. sometimes, i also think that way. like before i spazz(or spam lol idc)in twitter, i filter my tweets word by word. just to make it less annoying to my followers. but then again, what's so wrong about saying the words you dare not say in real life via twitter? or even bbm status? i have to admit sometimes its annoying. but like my friend said "siapa yang mau follow orang gagu" -K (lawls). yeah. its better to speak what you had in mind than being mute but feeling uneasy inside, but speak....in no-insulting way. i think its cool to being labelled by someone. being labelled as in "gy, lo tuh status bbmnya sulit dimengerti. gue selalu cari tau artinya tapi selalu gagal." -R. lol so, iam being labelled as an absurd status-er(wtf), like that. deep down, im honored because it means there's someone or two or three or more that concern about me and my status changing, lol. the next example is someone in my bbm contact, i labelled her as satpam because she keep updating her status wherever she goes. but in someway, it entertained me. i need to apply this freedom of speech thingy in real life, because im going international&thats needed, indeed. so use your freedom of speech wisely, its democracy era y'all!

4leaf clover

i just wish 2011 is year of me. or us. because i need more big lucks for next year. amen.

path

Morning already huh? i just had a midnight chat with myself. a midnight thought actually. i've chose prodi(what i call prodi in english i dont even know :<)for the next semester. i chose advert. so this night i think about it again, clearly. its not that i dont choose advert in the first place, no. i chose advert for my future prodi way before i got into komui. but at night, you know the feeling right before you sleep. right before you shut your eyes. the feeling and thoughts about everything happened in past, present, future, every detail in life..you just helplessly and insesibly think about it all at once. i think about the different and new things i'll learn, the challenging yet exciting subjects*crossedfingers* (even i dont know what are the subjects yet :P), and all about the future plans. i just think alot about the future and its excitement. i hope it'll went smooth.....as smooth as key's skin. and as surprising as shining boys' hair and style. in a good way ofcourse. wish me luck with all of this and that stuffs amigoooooooooo!
happyhape, jinggy :B