smelly cat! give mine a name ;(

ting-tong , mother language strikes back!

sebenarnya mau sok english, but im done with english dulu deh minggu2 ini lagi enak pake bahasa sendiri (indo). tadi abis nonton marley and me, menyentuh sih tapi banyak bgt gangguan ga penting yang ngebuat gw ga bisa nangis,sebenernya sih nangis tapi dikit doang. dan film itu membuat gw tadi pas abis pulang, terus ketemu kucing gw yang nyebelin tapi lucu tapi belom punya nama tapi pengen banget dikasih nama tapi gatau mau namain siapa , padahal udah dipelihara selama 5 bulan!!! sebenernya sih sama keluarga gw suka dipanggil-panggil asal , bokap gw panggil dia "joni", eh tapi nyokap gw kadang manggilnya "doni", mbak gw "pus", adek gw sempet manggil dia "mitten", sempet juga dipanggil "bolt", sempet juga gara-gara bulunya putih gw panggil "andrew white", tinggal kaka gw yg ga punya pendirian dan suka ikut-ikutan aja dan ga punya nama panggilan khusus buat dia dasar keluarga ga konsisten.

sedikit flash back ga penting (abis). dulu, gw , kaka gw, adek gw nemu kucing didepan rumah. kucingnya kurus,jelek,dekil,nyebelin,jb2 kita bertiga terus. tapi karena kita kasian sama dia yang sebatang kara jadi kita kasih dia makan. gw inget banget, kita malemnya abis makan di ducking, terus kita ngebungkus bebek gitu dari ducking. nah, dari pada mubazir bebeknya kita kasih ke si kucing jelek dekil stranger by the day itu. eh dia seneng, dimakanin puas bener sampe habis, jadi heran kurus-kurus makannya banyak juga, kayanya cocok sama gw. dari kecocokkan itu akhirnya kita jadi luluh juga hatinya haha. terus akhirnya kita mandiin deh si kucing stranger itu. yaaaah gantengan dikit lah jadinya, abis itu kita kasih dia nama. tadinya mau dinamain ziggy, atau twiggy, tapi sayangnya itu adalah nama kura-kura gw. dan jadinya kita kasih nama mercury (sebenrnya sih itu gw yg kasih nama dan gw maksa kaka ade gw nurut aja sama nama gw karena gw pikir itu namanya bagus dan caem). duh pokonya kita udah falling head over heals banget sama si mercury , oia sebenernya gw namain dia mercury is not because i like sailor mercury, tapi krn nama belakangya freddie mercury. tapi ternyata ibu marahin kita dan nyuruh kita buang mercury, so sad. tapi ternyata ibu luluh juga sama mercury soalnya adek gw si dhika ngerek-rengek manja nyebelin gitu. dan jadinya dia tinggal sehari di garasi rumah gw. besoknya, dia dibuang. tapi besoknya lagi, pas gw pulang sekolah mercury masuk lagi kerumah gw dan hari-hari berikutnya juga gitu. tambah so sad. tapi setelah seminggu kurang gitu, dia akhirnya capek atau dia udah punya tempat tinggal baru, dia udah ga pernah main lagi ke pd 19. dah kucing kuruuuuss , we will keep our memories with you (yang cuma sedikit itu)

yah melenceng dikit dari headline. nah intinya sekarang ini jadi bingung banget mau namain kucing putih gw siapa. yang paling basi dinamain "snow white", dinamain "putih-putih melati alibaba"?? ngga juga, siapa dong i dont have any idea nih. tadinya juga sempet kepikiran nama2 artis favorit. nih list-listnya dan alasan kenapa gw ga make nama mereka (pada akhirnya) :

1. chris from chris martin and evans , alasannya namanya kok manusiawi banget yaa. rada ga etis buat nama binatang. kalo martin lebih ga etis dong, roy martin?

2. evans dari chris evans, alasannya namanya masteng banget ya sedangkan kucing gw rada nakal tapi mukanya imut dan ga masteng.

3. shia (shia labeouf), yang ini rada etis, kucing gw juga kada suka malu-malu (shy-a) waduh cocok banget. tapi rada ribet kalo kasih nama itu buat kucing, kalo manggil lidah suka keseleo kayanya "shia ,sia...... sia" duh kasian kan kalo mbak gw mau manggil jadinya kan sia-sia.

4. jason from jason castro. yang ini paling cucok tapi pasaran banget. mmmmm tapi ini top list gw kok.

5. cuomo (rivers cuomo), apa ya yang salah ? pasaran sih ngga, namanya ganteng juga. mmmm ini juga toplist!!!!

6. yang baru-baru ini tersingkap adalah taylor. from taylor lautner. duh ganteng namanya. thanks to aya, syifa dan ilin yang sudah kasih suggest nama ini. nanti bakalan dipikirin lagi siapa nama kucing ini.

kucing gw ini resek, banyak mau, manja, suka gelendotan, suka ngagetin, pengecut, cemenan, genit, sekarang gw udah lumayan akrab sama dia. tapi karena akhir-akhir ini pulangnya suka malem jadi jarang mingle sama dia, so bad owner ya. dia punya spot favorit buat buang air kecil, yaitu dibawah meja didepan kandangnya dia.setiap dia pipis disitu,mbak gw si aay selalu sabar ngebersihin bekas-bekasnya,dasar kucing. tapi walaupun gitu kucing gw ini paling sayang sama si aay, yang jadi trainernya dia. kalo pagi-pagi suka banget nemenin si aay kerja , gelendotan terus sama si aay, aay is the best lah dimata dia. terus dia manja banget sama bapak. sukanya gelendotan, terus kalo bapak mau pergi, dia selalu guncang-guncang kandangnya minta dibukain kandangnya, terus loncat-loncat dicelana bapak, ngikutin bapak sampe pintu depan. manja, nyebelin, tapi cute hkhkhk. dia sering banget bikin gw kaget, kaget banget. pernah suatu saat gw lagi buka kulkas, mau ngambil minuman, terus dia loncat kekulkas cepet banget, terus gw "kyaaa" , kaget banget ,asli, suer. terus dia juga pernah loncat keatas sofa pas gw lagi tidur-tiduran sambil baca komik, terus loncatnya cepet banget , lagi-lagi kaget, shocking soda.

tapi our very moment tuh pas gw ketiduran, padahal gw harus bangun pagi. nah dia tiba-tiba loncat kekasur ,ngeong-ngeong kecil(kayanya sok-sok jadi alarm), terus kaya mau ngebangunin gw gitu (mungkin sebenernya cuma kebetulan tapi gwnya aja yang suka geer-an). terus akhirnya dengan kaget dan jijik gw bangun, dan ngusap-ngusap punggungnya dia. terimakasih nonemm (no name).

sampe sekarang masih bingung banget, malah tambah bingung namain dia siapa ya? siapa dong?

M magazine , akurat juga.

ting-tong , now in indonesian

sunday nih, sayangnya ga bener2 sun-day nih ya maaf aja rainyday rules ya!!!thats why i love february . tadi abis dari pim, dih rada males ngomong pim kesannya gaul padahal ke pim buat ke tokobuku, geeky tapi bodo yg penting asik. oiya tadi abis dari periplus sama kayo terus beli M magazine, demi Allah alay tapi ada poster taylor (rada2 kaya fanatik). skip taylor part, ada yg lebih penting. along the way from pim 1-pim 2-lobby gw dan kayo brainstorming dikit yak, gatau kenapa lebih suka istilah brain stroming dibanding 'curhat', kesannya lebih intelek gitu. terus langsung deh baca halaman terakhir, yang selalu jadi spot favoritnya horoscope. berhubung rada-rada percaya hal sara dan tabu dan syirik dan musyrik itu, akhirnya deh suka banget ngomong "wih gila bener banget" abis baca horoscope gitu. dan yaaaaaaaa kan tadi kita abis ngomong about kita tuh gengsian banget, parah. terus pas dirumah gw mojok , baca, ngamatin, meresapi ternyata di bagian zodiak aquarius (yg disitu ada fotonya taylor lautner, gara2 taylor lautner aquarius ) di bagian lovenya ada kata-kata gini nih :


"There is no need to dance around the fact that you are totally crushin' , so be the honest Aquarius that you are and let him know how you really feel! Go for it girl!"

dasar majalah alay, semakin alay majalahnya semakin akurat horoscope viewnya. tapi tetep aja deh ga ngaruh, gengsi tetep aja gengsi .

daily horoscope says

You will know how to catch in flight every possible opportunity. You will want to achieve something amazing. Everything depends on the position of Saturn in the birth chart.

You will want to listen to music, you will appreciate beautiful things, paintings, everything that is harmonious, elegant, aesthetic even more than before. You will be in perfect control of yourself. Your feelings will be controlled, no passion.

You will meet people totally outside your usual circle of friends. You will be in great form. A time when distractions and dreams will make you lose contact with reality. You will lose interest and leave aside your obligations. Family life a little disturbed.

Your ideas will be as unsound as your character. You will be disturbed, upset, troubled and tormented. You will be easily irritated, your words will be insulting, outrageous and sarcastic.

You will live beyond your means.



i copy paste my daily horoscope here because it's veraciously yea!

fry-day meets sadurday equal rainy day

it's friday, raining outside. im wearing all black. im ready to nurul's. waiting for my limo to come, err not limo i mean vitara ;). i have nothing to do, and no one to talk to. my popa is on the phone, my moma watching her favo soap opera (shud i say soap opera or tell the truth?) well it's sinetron. my little ardhika having his yoyo confused, and my old satrio having his friday night out. so middle anggrya is all alone here with laptop and black top.

well-well, im continued typing now. yesterday when i typed for the last, grey vitara came and pick me up earlier so i couldnt finish my blog. and today's saturday. sleepy dopey ;( yesterday when this heart almost done for recovering itself, the wound just opened again. it was hurt, but i could handle it ... well :) and i accept the worst lot easier than i could ever imagine. lucky me, i have friend to lean on yesterday, thankyooo!! call me childish, call me melancholy, call me jealousy, i dont give hoot for your thoughts yay! i just try to shout out loud whats on my mind right now, and throw my bad thoughts here to refresh my brain and filling my brain with all the positive thoughts all around and fulfill my goals with that.

talking about goals. whats mine??? , all bellow are my March's Goals :


1. join yoga class (yes , i really mean it!) thanks for kayo who finally found my talent (now im bursting into brutally laugh)
2. i know it's impossible but nike says :impossible is nothing right? so i hope someone give me a coldplay ticket for free + flight ticket to singapore!!!!! i really wish to see martin, berryman, champion, buckland live and sing along with them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. more into postive thinker!
4. be a math guru, i really wish
5. be a master accountant
6. mastering things that only several of peop know and can and like, i also confuse for what i wrote, but i want to have one special ability that no one knows and no one can even imagine that ability is even exist.
7. SOLAT 5 TIMES A DAY!!!!!!! i know its the hardest part, i know i can!
8. exchange hat with mr.a-z, sounds lame but everyone must have their own lame-o dreams right? even it's "kiss robert patt",or anyother ladylike dreams ( fyi rob patt is only an example, i dont like him tho)
9. most of all i'd like to kill this selfish-monster-of-feeling , and kick it and put it into trash bin and give my heart freedom and so on.

what else? my brain can't work fast right now. this ear's listening to raindrops, and this eyes keep wacthing outside the window, rain is falling again, im happy again. right now, anger is not my nickname, hungrya it is. im craving for foods ;(

Lost!

Just because I’m losing
Doesn’t mean I’m lost
Doesn’t mean I’ll stop
Doesn’t mean I would cross

Just because I’m hurting
Doesn’t mean I’m hurt
Doesn’t mean I didn’t get
What I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ohhh, and I’m…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn’t mean you’ve won
‘Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you’ll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ohhh, and I’m…
Just waiting until the firing stopped
Ohhh, and I’m…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off

Ohhh, and I…
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off
Ohhh, and I..
Just waiting ’til the shine wears off


superb song! superb lyric! superb band! superb chris martin! superb coldplay!

plan len tine

NOW IN INDONESIAN.

masih dalam hari yang sama buat dua blog. kali ini tentang satu hari yang penuh cinta , yang dihabiskan dengan GBC dan yang ditutup dengan menyendiri disofa 21 ps yang empuk.


pagi-pagi bangun telat, harusnya kan les pak estu jam 9 eh bangunnya jam 9 lewat 2, untung pak estu baik jadi dikasih dispensasi les mulai jam 10. terimakasih pak guru.
akhirnya les, abis les liat saman,pas otw mau ke ps kan ngelewatin dapur coklat, yaelah dalemnya men rame beh! eh diluarnya ada scene yang basi , ada cowok yang bawa bunga putih yang kayanya mau buat surprise cewenya gt, bunganya dimasukin ke tas biar ga ketauan, yaelah emang jaman kuda gigit kasur! abis itu valentine bersama bando cinta dan melewati valentine kali ini dengan canda tawa dan pembongkaran evil plans... rude but feels good! muahahaha

abis itu, tadinya mau nonton kalo cinta jangan cengeng bareng mastyo sama ka lika. tapi berhubung rada ga minat juga buat nonton film kaya gitu, jadi lebih milih ke periplus, jongkok sambil baca majalah yang dicovernya ada tulisan "taylor lautner's guilty pleasure", seneng deh. abis baca, tadinya ada niat mau ngerobek poster gigantismenya taylor lautner terus diem-diem bawa kerumah, tapi ga jadi (iyalah!) kan piracy is a crime bro! apa coba. abis itu beli majalah terus balik lagi ke 21 .

di 21 akhirnya menemukan kesenangan , main mariokart! tambah seneng deh. abis ngabisin koin, langsung duduk sendirian deh disofa 21 sambil baca dolly. sebenernya rada males beli dolly tapi daripada sendiri terus bengong terus ngeliatin lautan orang pacaran, mendingan menyibukkan mata sama majalah. lagi asik banget ya ceritanya, lagi baca true story tentang ada cewe yang pacarnya sakit jiwa gitu sok-sok jadi edward cullen gitu a.k.a vampir. eh tiba-tiba ada 2 orang yang jadi korban valentine duduk disebelah gue, awalnya biasa. lama-lama kok rada sensual seduction gitu ya mereka berdua. nih contohnya :

cowo : duhh dingin niihh
cewe: (sibuk sendiri sambil ngacangin)
cowo : duh dingin nihh (terus-terusan minta perhatian, dasar cina!)
cewe : (ga ngomong apa2 eh langsung peluk-peluk)
cowo : (tampang kesenengan dipeluk si cewe, dalam hati kayanya ngomong "akhirnya dipeluk jugaa")

mesranya.....

terus ada lagi nih obrolan satu lagi yang ketangkep basah sama kuping gue.

cowo : yang, kalo anak kita nanti segede itu gimana? (sambil nunjuk anak remaja yang emang rada big size)
cewe : hmmmmmmmmmm
cowo : yang liat deh orang yang itu gede banget (sambil mainin mata, kearah orang yang dibilang gendut)
cewe : haha

kayanya si cowo itu obsesi gendut deh, sampe iri banget kayanya liat orang gendut. dasar cina.

akhirnya im continue reading deh, setelah nguping-ngupingin mereka dikit. udah jam 9, berarti mastyo sama ka lika selesai nonton! yes, pulang. perjalanan mau ke tempat parkir, kayanya orang pada mau bikin iri dengan ke-couple an mereka. ke mix and match-an baju mereka, ke valentine-an mereka. tapi sayangnya ga peduli tuh weeeek. im single and im happy kok. sampe dimobil, mastyo sama ka lika sepanjang jalan pegangan tangan gitu. duh lucunya kakakku..... haha , semoga gitu terus ya.

udah deh valentine kali ini lumayan banyak hiburan, apalagi petualangan di ps dan hiburan disofanya. dasar valentine!

Not another Sad-ur-day!

today is saturday, 14th february 09. some says valentine, i say fallen (asleep) time. but congrats for people who celebrate it (sounds like lebaran).yesterday has gone a minute ago.

yesterday's friday the 13th.. no, it's not movie anyway and jason didnt come either.
for a little information, i give you this :

the fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia, a word derived from the concatenation of the Greek words Paraskeví (Παρασκευή) (meaning Friday), and dekatreís (δεκατρείς) (meaning thirteen), attached to phobía (φοβία) (meaning fear) This is a specialized form of triskaidekaphobia, a simple phobia (fear) of the number thirteen, and is also known as friggatriskaidekaphobia. The term triskaidekaphobia was derived in 1911 and first appeared in a mainstream source in 1953.

it's not a creepy night anyway, highly satisfaction night ever. its the first time for me to make a party, plan a party and organized a party. well, im not alone im with my aquanzy scummy scummy kayuarius . but our party (ow i hate saying that 'party' word bzzz) would never be this fun without our kindhearted planner name anisa . she's only 15 but she managed our party thats why we love to gave our very first bite to her, if we are a bike i believe she's our wheels. well, months ago, i looked at whatsoever web filled with horocope and zodiacs. then i looked after my zodiac , aquarius. it said we (aquarians esp. me and kayo, esp.me) are disorganize, so lucky us having our acil to managed us!!!

talking about aquarius, i've googled for aquarius a second ago. and found out this :

1. Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them.

2.Often labeled as independent and original children, Aquarius rising natives often feel a little "different" or "special" throughout life. They often feel like they are on the outside looking in, and their ability to observe and deduce is often uncanny. They're also adept at getting things to work, even when the parts that make up the whole seem like a puzzle with unusual pieces—especially when it comes to groups of people. This sets them apart as managers and team leaders.

3.You need to learn when to shut down as your brain can become overactive, especially at night. (duh, very yes, at time like this what should i do aside from typing huh?)

4. They don't want to follow all the rules, although they may make quite a few of their own.(hell yes)

5. It can be difficult to know just how sensitive to criticism Lunar Aquarians are, simply because they hide it so well! When their character or behavior has been criticized, they tend to dig in their heels and keep right on doing it. They fully expect others to accept them exactly as they are, or they don't have much use for them in their lives.

6. As long as they have their own space and the freedom to be themselves, however kooky that may be, they are trustworthy and loyal.

7. Although rather sociable, they are often loners at heart. Many have strong egos, or at least powerful defense mechanisms, and most Lunar Aquarians will do their best to be the most unique and unusual person they can be. Their inner feeling of loneliness—that they don't quite fit in—puts them on the outside, looking in.

and so on......... "oh so true " is my favourite words when i observe my sign of zodiac


once again, thank you for coming . friday the 13th 09 maybe dark outside, but lightened up me and kayuarius's heart ,our late night-panic-attack-before-the-day wasnt useless tho ;p

salam motor, brrmmm

invitation - by Anggrya on Polyvore.com

very important

today is 7th feb zero nine. good date without any date.
now im having my extremely quality time alone with me anggrya, myself.
with my mac, plans ahead, cold milo, pillow to absorbing my head,
postive thoughts . sounds perfect, but life is imperfect so there must be something wrong here...

im still shivering, yet in process to recovering. yes that's the black hole of my perfectly quality time alone today. lets forget about this emo thoughts and creepy words.


this afternoon, rightly after i took my lunch i watched a kind of game show ,
a hilariously game show. the title is penting banget. berry berry sperry hilarious show that you must watch!! before i watched that show i felt miserable, emotionally sick. whilst i watch that show, i-laugh-a-lot-!!!! trust me, this is the most hilarious Indonesian game show ever! i took a picture of it couple of times. vigiling if i had a miserable days ahead just like what i had today, and use the photos for medicine because it really works!(for me..)

just like the motto : penting ga penting... penting bangeett!!

not a note

Hari ini pake bahasa indonesia aja , im not into English now lagi males nyari perbendaharaan kata yg bagus. hari ini byk banget masalah, not a really big deal sih cuma agak capek aja hari ini. pagi2 telat, tapi keadaannya lagi bagus banget : dingin, ada embun2 dikit, dan most of all.... its raining all morning long! tadinya mau tidur, tp kayanya sayang banget kalo dilewatkan begitu aja saat2 bagus gt. makanya akhirnya dengerin ipod, sok merem padahal gak bisa tidur. it was a perfect morning! and my mood ring turned green , yang sebaca gw diblog yang ngebahas ttg mood ring gt artinya adalah :Green (Jade Green To Light Green~Emerald)- Average Reading; Normal, Neutral, No Great Stress, Fine, Calm, Easily Amused, Alert, Involved, Sensitive, Touchy, Ambivalent, Inner Disquiet, Envy, Jealousy. yeaaaa pokonya intinya gw tadi pagi lagi calm, fine dan no great strees .

Terus tadi jualan,laku. rada annoyed sama the liar person but not really care about her liar thing today. ga ada big deal emang, tp gaktau kenapa capek, i need a good rest right now :'( and rain for sure. oh iya and one worst news , kakek buyut gw meninggal dunia hari ini ;( dan gw speechless. tp gw rela kok soalnya umurnya juga udah 100 taunan, dan kasian juga sering mimpi-mimpi aneh gitu, dan dari pada hidup tapi kesakitan terus we have to let him free dan ternyata the best way is to let him rest in peace i'll miss you my great grandfather ..

Oh iya, tadi siang kayo ngasih tau gw kalo ada blog salah seorang temen kita disekolah yang isinya sweet banget, dan waktu gw udah sampe dirumah gw langsung buka laptop dan liat blognya orang itu. dan ternyata isinya itu sweet bangett, nama org yg dia sukain dikasih inisial (ohiya fyi dia ngasih dua inisial buat 2 org yg dia sukain). isinya sweet, terus his love to her is real (keliatannya sih gitu). diantara 1000 cowok yang mentingin fisik dan terlalu banyak kriteria, temen gua ini malah suka dari kejelekkan cewe itu how sweet. kesannya gw suka ya sama si teman gw yang blogger itu? nggak kok, cuma suka aja sama ke sweet-an dia dan suka banget sama apa yang dia sukain dari seorang cewek itu BUKAN dari fisik tapi dari sisi lain yang gak semua orang bisa liat dan ngeh kalo dibalik kejelekkan orang bisa memberikan nilai lebih yah semacam the beauty in ugly laahh. yaa blognya jadi sedikit sotoy dan ngeselin .


adieu!!